.. and Mum wins

Beware: this post was roared by an angry tiger with her limbs tied up like puppets in a cage. Huge roar.

I hate the way she forces me into doing things the way she wants it.

Threatening people with her life, scolding you as unfillial, cursing you even though you are her own daughter. AHH! F***! What time I sleep, what I watch, where I go, who I’m with, what i do.. AHHHH!!! I don’t understand why even after quarrelling, i always let you have your way!!!! I come home from work to hear you screaming and wake up to be called to do housework, then when i decide to go out you curse me, when i decide not to then you say go with a f-ing unhappy tone, and in the end you decide i will go out with you so i shall and i am. DAMN IT.

It’s like a battle EVERYDAY. even on my off days. When will i finally get to decide on my own life?

BAH. just ranting. so i won’t get to meet my friends again. I’m going to lose all my friends with my losing battles.. damn it. hate it.

AHH!!! there. I have to go to do housework now and then go out with mum.

Mum wins again.

Such a love hate relationship.

1 month in USS

It’s my off day today.

Though it’s only been less than a month since I joined Universal Studios, I’m getting a good feeling about it. It’s a place I would want to stay in. A place where you can meet new people all the time, bring smiles to others and have new challenges everyday, and I won’t be tied to an office chair. It’s weird to say this being only 1 mth in to the job. but I love my job.

So maybe missing out the SIA january hiring date and being rejected by IMC (golf) and my unhappy meeting with the channel 8 AVP  and the umpteen unreplied job application was all planned by god. It’s all to hold me in till the time was ripe and the right chance had come.

Though I’m still chanting promotion promotion promotion everyday! but it’s not just about the pay anymore, it’s about growing and learning and giving Universal more (and in turn they’ll give me MORE $$ too! haha).

Hopefully, the vibes are right. and the rumors too. and the encouragement and assurance is right too. and my chanting will get me where i want to soon.

so He answers my prayers. have faith and work hard and use my brains and leave the rest in His hands. AJA FIGHTING Shiqi!

lunch

Sew August 2 (-ed)

did this before korea

http://nikkishell.typepad.com/wardroberefashion/2009/09/short-to-long-top.html

on a scale of 1-10, 10 being good, its just a 5.5! ;/

but! I’ll improve! coming up with own templates is hard. will start from the basics next time! doing a blouse and dress PROPERLY, printing templates from the ‘masters’ and tracing them proper. yep yep~!

Woo~! so great to have a hobby that pays off and doesnt cost.

Seoul, Korea

Back home after spending 5 days in Korea with my family and danny. A trip right before I start work coming monday. WOO!~ stepping into the next chapter of my life.

Refashion Pledge

So this is the Pledge:

The Rules

1. No buying new! (handmade is excepted; So this allows for Etsy purchases etc!!) All clothing must be Recycled, Renovated, Preloved or Thrifted, or Handmade only for the term. Employment related and special needs clothing (ie sports, school), shoes and undies are excepted from the rules, although you are encouraged to have a go at making these. (sticking to my thrifty 2 year plan!)

 

2.In extreme circumstances, maybe a special event, or the worlds greatest and most amazing never to be repeated sale that you simply can not pass up, you may use the Get out of Refashionista Jail Free card. You are able to use this card once during the 2 month part of your contract; ie 1 for 2 months, 2 for 4 months etc. Of course you need to fess up on the blog and display the button!

3.You must post on the blog at least once a week to let the community know what you’ve been up to. This will not only give you brag points, but inspire and encorouge others! Of course you need to display the button on your blog and have copied the pledge in at least one post, and provide a link to your pledge under the button.

4.You need to be honest and admit when you’ve fallen off the Refashionista Wagon! Go directly to Refashionista Jail, do not pass GO and do not collect $200! Apply for parole once there.

Sew August 1

I’ve made a pledge to refashion my wardrobe. This is my first attempt! 2 old shirts, one too short for me, one outta fashion and i’ll never wear again, put together to make another nice long shirt~! It’s really simple. cut and sew. going on to do dresses and all.

Oh and this was what i made in july. ( I cut the V too deep *ops*, but still good with a tube!)

WORDPRESS!

so i’ve moved to wordpress. trying to get a hang of how it works here.

anyway, i’m be in korea this sunday. tell me what you want girls. i’ll fly it back!

what the hell.

i’m pissed off. my posting page looks EXACTLY like THIS:

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how? am i suppose to upload photos, change html???
BAH! blogger. IE8. i’m threatening you now. i’m gonna REPLACE you! ARGH!

waiting

waiting for my job to start is much more of a rotting process than the wait for a reply for a job.

now i’m really doing what i thought was just a thought. i’m in a sewing project with wildcat, writing script for extra income (though it might be rejected..), and doing a regular (hmm.. not very regular too..) at the upcoming theme park.

life is changing fast. i should stop lying on my bed and avoiding the world.

take me away wind and blow me high high up, where i can see my dreams coming true.